Well Monday I started a Diet and I am starving...tho I guess I should be I stepped
on the scale on easter Sunday at my dad's house and almost fainted yeh I knew I was getting fatter, and all but i didn't know by how much till i looked
down cause 2 things happened one is I could not even see the scale over my damned belly and chest all I saw was belly...NOT a happy relation. and two I had to
bed forward to see the scale and when I saw it wanted to cry...2 yrs ago I lost so much weight I was in size 14 again and happily so now I am size 20's
again and have no reason for being such a fat ass.
I mean the first time I lost and gained was because I got preggy same for the the second but I lost it both time now here I am fat ass for no reason other then I ate and ate and ate sometimes i ate when not hungry just to eat...sickI know but now I am trying to cut back so I am only having cups of coffee in the morning and tho I have had 2 peeps I am trying not to cheat as much as before...wish me luck I got ...well a LOT to loose I know by august I want to be at least 30 to 40 lighter.....
I mean the first time I lost and gained was because I got preggy same for the the second but I lost it both time now here I am fat ass for no reason other then I ate and ate and ate sometimes i ate when not hungry just to eat...sickI know but now I am trying to cut back so I am only having cups of coffee in the morning and tho I have had 2 peeps I am trying not to cheat as much as before...wish me luck I got ...well a LOT to loose I know by august I want to be at least 30 to 40 lighter.....
